whats wrong with me

bingung, padahal aku udah dr taun lalu unfollow dan kknya udh aku take care utk ga follow aku lagi biar aku galiat namanya di insta storyku. karena dia taun lalu terus terusan dtg di mimpi aku. but he is still coming in my dream. aku takut. aku juga ga mikirn kakanya sm sekali. but why is he still coming in my dream? i dont want to hurt my boyfriend, i still feel guilty. I am so sorry, Adi. Should I tell him about this? but I dont want to make him sad. what should I do?